Illness

The body's crisis creating conditions the ordinary mind couldn't maintain

7.9% of accounts · 60 episodes
What is this

Serious or chronic illness creates conditions that the ordinary self can no longer maintain control over. Several accounts describe awakening arriving at the moment of accepting death, or during the radical surrender that sustained illness demands.

Illness appears to work similarly to other crisis triggers — it breaks the habitual sense of control and continuity, sometimes opening into something that was there all along.


From the accounts
I just like I say, I 100 percent can't guarantee that you're going to be healed of cancer or you're going to be healed of you know, a certain illness.
And I spent almost a year lying down in a bed like a patient suffering from terminal cancer or AIDS.
But I was not in a physical condition anymore to be able to realize that life plan because I was too sick.
And then when she came out within two weeks, she was totally all healed from this terminal cancer.

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