Deep fatigue as the body reorganizes, sometimes for years
Deep, pervasive fatigue that can last months or years. The body is undergoing profound reorganization, and the ordinary resources available to maintain daily life are simply insufficient. Several accounts describe being bedbound for extended periods.
This is distinct from ordinary tiredness. It's a depletion at a level that rest doesn't easily resolve. Many accounts describe it as the body needing to be still in order to complete a process it was undergoing.
And I think for me, that was the main thing that got cleared out is just this, any weariness, weakness, just kind of feeling tired, a little bit exhausted physically.
I was still extremely ill, but I managed it and went to the interview and then had to rest for like a week to recover.
And I look at them and I'm feeling tired and exhausted.
Okay, well I do not experience fear, I do not experience fatigue, I don't get tired, I don't stress, I don't get angry.